My First Post

well, i really don't know what to say. this is my brand new blog site. i blog often so check back regualrly to see whats happening in my life. my life really isn't all that thrilling but it does have its moments. since i don't know what exactly to write about i'll tell you a little about myself. first things first...i hate telling people what i'm like. i'm 20 years old turn 21 this december. i live with my dad. my family is important to me. my mom and me are really close. i have a cat named tigger. my parents are divorced. i have 1 half brother named kenny. my mom has a bf named brian. my brother is 29 and is currently living with my mom and her bf. i never liked dogs until i got one. i got a dog this past december he is at my mom's house his name is sanford. i'm not close to my brother but we are getting a little closer since he is living with my mom. he is not a bum he is just having some extremly bad luck so don't think he is a bum b/c he lives with his mom at the age of 29. everytime he gets good luck it gets ruined with more bad luck. i currently do not have a job. i am not your normal 20 year old. i do not go out and party with my friends. i do not drink and i do not smoke. once i turn 21 i may start drinking who knows with me. i just hate the idea of drinking since i'm 20. i want my 21st bday to be special and so therefore i will not drink until i turn 21. i will never smoke though b/c the smell of smoke makes me sick. i have friends that smoke and some family that smokes and to me thats enough. why people spend so much money on something so horrible i will never understand. my best friend is kristal. we have been friends for 4 years now. she is a senior in high school this year and she will soon be going off to college so i'm trying to spend as much time as possible with her before she goes to college. i've had a pretty hard life. at the age of 2 i had a seizure. at the age of 6 i developed eye problems first was a cataract in my right eye. i had surgery on that eye but it came back and i'm now blind in my right eye. i developed a cataract in left eye later on the doctors caught it on time. then i developed glaucoma in that same eye. again the doctors caught it on time. so i only have 1 good eye. i thank god i still have 1 good eye and my life b/c of all that i have been through. people may say i'm not very lucky b/c of all the stuff i've been through but i see it as i'm very lucky b/c i've survived all the stuff i've been through. i love meeting new people so if you read this leave me a comment and i'll get back to you. i'll gladly give you my screen name as long as you don't seem like a pervert or a psycho. i'll be the judge of how you seem so go ahead and try. i'm not very picky about my friends. my friends mean the world to me just like my family does. friends to me are pretty much family so if your my friend then you are family. ok well, i think thats enough for now. i'll write in here again soon.