WOAH!!!!

wow i totally forgot about this site. for some reason today i just thought oh i can write on blogger. then i couldn't think of my screen name on here then the site was having problems but here i am many hours later writing on here :). since the last time i wrote in here i've decided not to be friends with my "best friend" of 4 years. we just grew apart and are both changing alot mainly. it happens. i've got a new best friend now. we hang out just about every day. we haven't hung out this week at all b/c shes still in high school and is gettin ready to be in a play so she has had rehearsals until 9pm then she can't go out after 9 so we haven't hung out. i've been grounded from the car also.....which brings up somethin else I GOT MY LICENSE!!!! i got it in august. anyway, i can not use the car until i get a job.....which i'm workin on. tomorrow me and my dad's gf are going to go to this one place so i can put in a application to work at the factory she works at. the problem there is i'll be working nights. i don't wanna work nights b/c thats when i like to hang out with my friends. sometimes it sucks to grow up but its gotta happen someday. i still got weekends to hang out with them if i get the job though which is good. my dad's gf said that when she put in her application for working where she works which is where i might be working she got hired the next day. i kinda hope they don't do that to me just b/c of the fact that tomorrow is thursday which means 1 day of work for the week if i get the job. it really just doesn't make much sense. i'd prefer starting monday but oh well i guess theres nothin i can do about it if they want me to start friday. so everybody keep your fingers crossed for me b/c i need this job. not just so i can use the car again but so that i can help out my dad with some bills and pay off some of my own medical bills. anyway, i hope everyone that reads this (if anyone reads it) has been doing good. i really will try to update this more often but i'm not gonna promise that i will actually update more often lol. i'm lucky to even post on myspace haha. take care everyone!