wow its been a long time since i've wrote in here. but thats nothing new. i seem to forget about this site a lot. i forget about my xanga a lot too. really i don't have much to write about though. nothing to special has been going on. i'm kinda dissappointed right now though. i thought i had big plans for the weekend but now i have nothing planned. i was going to go with my dad to the racetrack tomorrow but he may have to work all day tomorrow. so those plans might be cancelled. sunday i was going to go on a train with my mom, her bf, his brother, my brother, and my friend kristal. well things have changed. brian (my mom's bf) doesn't think he is going to have enough money to do that. i'm supposed to go to my mom 's for a cookout in a bit so at least i have something planned. hopefully it turns out brian has enough money to go on the train sunday and my dad doesn't have to work. anyway, i'm gonna wrap up this blog and call my mom to see if she is home yet. i'll try to write in here more often.