Inside My Head

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

ok so i didn't update the next day but hey its close enough! lol. anyway, on to what that friend did to screw up my life. ok first of all, we worked together when i had a job which was ok i liked taking her to and from work with me it kept me awake which is what i needed with the fact that i worked 3rd shift. anyway, one day we came home from work and ALL HER STUFF IS OUTSIDE OF HER APARTMENT IN TRASH BAGS! she lived with her "best friend", her "best friend's husband & 2 kids. well she called me and told me that she got kicked out. it was freezing so i picked her up and threw all her stuff in the car. anyway, my dad hated her but yet he didn't really know her. he kept saying she can't stay here. but she had no where else to go. how cruel my dad was acting was pissin me off so i told him we will only be here for a few more weeks cause we are getting a apartment together closer to work. but we never did that. b/c she screwed up the friendship. she was all the time going to see a friend of hers and SHE decided when I pick her up. i would go try to pick her up and she wouldn't be ready yet. she almost made me late for work 2 times. she TOLD a friend of hers that I COULD pick him up and take him to the new years party we were going to. he lives out of town so that pissed me off. she should have asked me before telling him that we could pick him up. the thing that pissed me off the most is that she kept on telling me not to date phil but yet i shouldn't listen my parents as much its my life i should do what i want to do. i should listen to her but not my parents????? I DON'T THINK SO! anyway, b/c of the fact that she didn't want me dating phil she sent him a message on myspace saying a bunch of bullshit to him. it pissed him off and it also pissed off allie (his neice and one of my good friends). so she sent me a nasty message and i had no clue what was going on so i told her that. she didn't believe me. but then june also got a message from this bitch. (june is allie's mom and phil's sister). after that i said enough is enough i have to get things straightened out with allie and june. i really didn't know phil so i didnt care if things got straightened out with him or not. so me, my dad, and my dad's gf all went to straighten things out. but a couple days later me and phil met in person and on good circumstances and we've been together ever since. and that bitch is now out of my life!

Monday, April 02, 2007

my BIG news

again i forgot all about this site. oopsy! lol. A LOT has happened since my last entry. i didn't get that job i wrote about in my last entry. they weren't hiring at the time. then they let go of all their temporaries. which means my dad's gf lost her job. the day she would have got that news she had a car accident that totalled her car. so she got a different car which she can't use now b/c she didn't have insurance when she had that wreck so she lost her license for 90 days which just recently started. she no longer lives next door to us she moved to another town which is an hour away and got a new job there. i didn't get to work with her but i did get a job. i worked at a factory for 2 weeks but then got fired b/c i wasn't fast enough...oh well though. i don't miss it. they were all the time moving me to different places and i didnt have enough time to get used to what i was doing before i got moved again. that was back in december so i've been without a job again. i'm going to go job hunting again this week. everytime i go into a unemployment agency to see if they have anything available i tell them i will take any shift but i think thats going to change next time i go into somewhere b/c i really want a 1st shift job now b/c...................................I GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!! yep thats the biggest news i got. i got a man now. we have been together for 2 months. he is the greatest guy. his name is phillip hes 28 and has 2 kids nicole who is 9 and johnny who is 6. i love those kids to death they are great. my dad finally got to meet the kids yesterday. i dont know what he thinks of them b/c i haven't got to talk to him yet. both of my parents like phillip and can tell that i'm really happy. my mom hasn't met phillip's kids yet but i plan on taking them to her house eventually. phillip works 1st shift at the same factory my dad works at. but we didn't meet through my dad. phillip's neice (my best friend) introduced us. actually....i was talking to her dad one night (so i thought) and phillip said this isn't mike this is phil. the next day he messaged me on myspace saying i see how u r u only talk to me when u want allie. anyway, that started a friendship and we kept flirting with each other when we talked online. i kept on thinking i shouldn't get involved with him b/c of his age and the fact that he has kids. i talked to my dad about it and he didnt want me dating him. he didn't like phil b/c he used to work with him and he didn't like him then. anyway, a "friend" of mine started a bunch of bullshit with me, allie, and phil. then a few days later i go to see allie after a couple hours of sitting outside of allie's grandma's house with allie her sister jess joined us then eventually phil joined us. i had to leave for a second and i told allie and phil i'll be back and i was expecting allie and phil to come out and hang out with me but only phil came out. a couple hours after us hanging out we kissed and we've been a couple ever since. i met his kids that next weekend. we've been moving really fast but its great. i love him! in my next blog which i'll write tomorrow i'll write about everything that "friend" done to screw up my life.