WOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

It has been way to long since I updated this site! I was just sitting here thinking about my old blog sites and decided its time to update. I got a new job! I've been there since July 8th, 2012! I work at a factory called Deufol its in Sunman. Abby is the one that told me about it. She got a job there and wanted me to work with her. So we did...for a couple weeks. Gary ended up getting on there and ended up making her quit. Thank god they broke up! He was a true idiot! I couldn't stand him. I have made a couple really good friends since working there. I worked in one building up until late October then got switched to the other building. Its apparently only until things pick back up. I'm ready to go back to the building I used to work in but I will miss the friends I have made in this building. At least I have everyone's phone number and they are all on my facebook friends list. We even call our little group the pussy posse. We all have nicknames even. They are all sweets. So I guess you could say we are some delicious pussies! Our line leader has started calling us his hoe train instead though. Which I kinda like that name better! To many people want to be part of our "posse". Not everyone can be a delicious pussy!

Waiting games are over!

I did find out the decision about my appeal. I didn't win. The CEO wouldn't even do a appeal hearing. It didn't meet the criteria supposedly. I think they all know I got fired for no reason and just didn't want to admit they were wrong to fire me. I did get moved to Greensburg. Now I just need to find a new job. Since living here I have made 2 trips to Kentucky with my best friend and now she lives there. Shes supposed to be coming back every other weekend. I have seen another best friend 2 times. She helped us move the first day we moved then came back for a Twilight movie day. That day we ran into my ex and my ex step-sister. I honked at them and flipped them off. Felt good to do that. Then today I was at a store with my dad and he asked me if Brendon's (Mindy's son) dad is next to u with Becky. Becky is my ex boyfriend Rob's fiancee. I looked and sure enough it was. She has already cheated on Rob once before with Brendon's dad (Jessie) they used to be married. They were loading up Rob's car with groceries. Looks like shes cheating on Rob again. That is what he gets for wanting her instead of me since she has already cheated on him once before. He had something good when he was with me. I would have never cheated on him. I'm going to start going to a new church in the morning. One of my former co-workers goes to the church I'm going to so it will be nice to see her. I'm pretty good friends with her.

waiting game

seems like everything these days is a waiting game for me. first it was a waiting game to see when the appeal for being terminated would be. didn't get word until march 22nd that my appeal would be on march 29th. since i got fired on feb. 24th that was a horrible wait. now its a waiting game to see what the decision is. they said they will mail the decision to me and that i will get it thursday. i think this is just so ridiculous. seriously why mail a letter to me? why not call me and tell me the decision? i'm going to be so impatient waiting on the mail thursday. usually we get mail pretty early but just wait and see that will be the day its running late lol. if it goes the way i think its going to go which is still terminated i can appeal their decision and the ceo of the company will be in charge of my appeal. another thing i'm waiting on is to see if we are approved for a apartment or not. i think we will be i don't see why not. then after we get word on that on april 13th we are moving!!! i'm so ready to move. i'm ready to be in the same town as all my friends.

OH WOW talk about a long time since my last update GEEZ!!! Where to begin???? I have no idea!!! Well....I guess for starters.....I'm NOT with Phillip. He is now with my NOW ex-stepsister. My dad and Mindy got married...but are now divorced. I had the greatest job in the world but just lost it. I'm getting ready to move to yet ANOTHER town. I guess i'll go on to explain all of this. This could be a long blog!!!

I'll explain my dad and Mindy first I guess. They got married but she kept on cheating on him. I was aware of it but my dad didn't believe me. I quit talking to my dad for awhile because of it. He found out the truth finally when she left him for the other guy. Then she realized how stupid she was and he took her back. But then again she wanted to be with that other guy so again she left him. This time it was for good. They got divorced.

Carrie and Phillip....ugh....that one is a nightmare to me! Me and Phillip did break up and we stayed friends for a long time. But we kept fighting and it just wasn't working. We now have nothing to do with each other. This past June at the fair I seen him and he pushed me because I kept trying to talk to him to make things work. It just didn't happen. You could tell he was still really attracted to me though. Then I met a new guy named Rob. That didn't last long at all. He was still in love with his ex and wanted her back....of course that woman just happens to be relation to Mindy. They are now engaged and I have no contact with Rob. Phillip is 33 and Carrie is 18. I don't see that relationship lasting long at all. But, she is pregnant....by Phillip. I still love Phillip no doubt about that I seen him and his daughter Nicole walking out of Walmart not to long ago and I just broke down when I got back to my car then again when I got home. If you asked me if I would ever get back with either one if given the option I must say I have no clue. Rob was a good guy but we had a lot of problems and were only together for a few months. Phillip may still have my heart but the question is could I love a child who is a child of my ex-stepsister. I don't agree with them being together at all due to the fact that I have known her since she was 7 years old I thought she cared about me and would never do such a thing to me. What kind of person dates someone that meant so much to someone else that supposedly meant so much to them?

Where to begin about the job topic. I had a job with DSI as a client service worker. I worked in a group home in Greensburg. I loved my job! It was so rewarding. I worked there for 6 months almost 7. I was wrongfully terminated and I'm now appealing it so I can hopefully get my job back. If I don't succeed with getting my job back I won't be able to see my clients for 6 months and that is going to suck! I miss those ladies already and I lost my job on the 24th of Feb. While I was working there I did end up getting my own car. Its a 2005 blue chevy cobalt. I love it!!

While I was working in Greensburg me and my dad decided its best to move to Greensburg since we both work there. So in May no matter if I have my job back or not we will be moving to Greensburg. We still are not sure where exactly in Greensburg we are moving to but we do know we are moving. The only reason we moved to Shelbyville is because it was closer to his work. Well earlier this year they closed that factory down and he had to get a job in Greensburg so now we want to move to that town so he is closer to work. With gas prices at almost $4 a gallon can't say I blame him especially if I get my job back as well.

Okay, I think this blog has officially updated everyone on everything. I'm going to wrap this one up and really going to TRY to update more often....HA!

wow its been awhile since i posted on here. a lot has been going on. i've been extremly busy. i'm still with phillip. i'm extremly happy about that. hes my world! i've been doing a lot of packing for the past couple of weeks. me and my dad are about to move to another town. we'll be living with my dad's gf and her daughter. we plan on moving hopefully this weekend. we'll see though. i'm not happy about living 20 minutes away from phillip but i don't have a choice. me and phillip are not ready to live together. he still lives with his parents so i wouldn't feel right living with at his house. he wants to get his own place so maybe i'll live with him soon but i don't count on it. his kids don't want me moving. they want me to stay where i live now. they'll end up liking the new house though i'm sure. they will actually be able to spend nights with me on weekends if phil wants to stay a night at my house. anyway, i'm really excited about moving. i've lived in the same place all my life so i'm ready for a move. shortly after we move i'm gonna go job hunting. i'm tired of not having a job. i want my own money and my own car. it would be nice to be able to afford to get people somethin for christmas too.

ok so i didn't update the next day but hey its close enough! lol. anyway, on to what that friend did to screw up my life. ok first of all, we worked together when i had a job which was ok i liked taking her to and from work with me it kept me awake which is what i needed with the fact that i worked 3rd shift. anyway, one day we came home from work and ALL HER STUFF IS OUTSIDE OF HER APARTMENT IN TRASH BAGS! she lived with her "best friend", her "best friend's husband & 2 kids. well she called me and told me that she got kicked out. it was freezing so i picked her up and threw all her stuff in the car. anyway, my dad hated her but yet he didn't really know her. he kept saying she can't stay here. but she had no where else to go. how cruel my dad was acting was pissin me off so i told him we will only be here for a few more weeks cause we are getting a apartment together closer to work. but we never did that. b/c she screwed up the friendship. she was all the time going to see a friend of hers and SHE decided when I pick her up. i would go try to pick her up and she wouldn't be ready yet. she almost made me late for work 2 times. she TOLD a friend of hers that I COULD pick him up and take him to the new years party we were going to. he lives out of town so that pissed me off. she should have asked me before telling him that we could pick him up. the thing that pissed me off the most is that she kept on telling me not to date phil but yet i shouldn't listen my parents as much its my life i should do what i want to do. i should listen to her but not my parents????? I DON'T THINK SO! anyway, b/c of the fact that she didn't want me dating phil she sent him a message on myspace saying a bunch of bullshit to him. it pissed him off and it also pissed off allie (his neice and one of my good friends). so she sent me a nasty message and i had no clue what was going on so i told her that. she didn't believe me. but then june also got a message from this bitch. (june is allie's mom and phil's sister). after that i said enough is enough i have to get things straightened out with allie and june. i really didn't know phil so i didnt care if things got straightened out with him or not. so me, my dad, and my dad's gf all went to straighten things out. but a couple days later me and phil met in person and on good circumstances and we've been together ever since. and that bitch is now out of my life!

my BIG news

again i forgot all about this site. oopsy! lol. A LOT has happened since my last entry. i didn't get that job i wrote about in my last entry. they weren't hiring at the time. then they let go of all their temporaries. which means my dad's gf lost her job. the day she would have got that news she had a car accident that totalled her car. so she got a different car which she can't use now b/c she didn't have insurance when she had that wreck so she lost her license for 90 days which just recently started. she no longer lives next door to us she moved to another town which is an hour away and got a new job there. i didn't get to work with her but i did get a job. i worked at a factory for 2 weeks but then got fired b/c i wasn't fast enough...oh well though. i don't miss it. they were all the time moving me to different places and i didnt have enough time to get used to what i was doing before i got moved again. that was back in december so i've been without a job again. i'm going to go job hunting again this week. everytime i go into a unemployment agency to see if they have anything available i tell them i will take any shift but i think thats going to change next time i go into somewhere b/c i really want a 1st shift job now b/c...................................I GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!! yep thats the biggest news i got. i got a man now. we have been together for 2 months. he is the greatest guy. his name is phillip hes 28 and has 2 kids nicole who is 9 and johnny who is 6. i love those kids to death they are great. my dad finally got to meet the kids yesterday. i dont know what he thinks of them b/c i haven't got to talk to him yet. both of my parents like phillip and can tell that i'm really happy. my mom hasn't met phillip's kids yet but i plan on taking them to her house eventually. phillip works 1st shift at the same factory my dad works at. but we didn't meet through my dad. phillip's neice (my best friend) introduced us. actually....i was talking to her dad one night (so i thought) and phillip said this isn't mike this is phil. the next day he messaged me on myspace saying i see how u r u only talk to me when u want allie. anyway, that started a friendship and we kept flirting with each other when we talked online. i kept on thinking i shouldn't get involved with him b/c of his age and the fact that he has kids. i talked to my dad about it and he didnt want me dating him. he didn't like phil b/c he used to work with him and he didn't like him then. anyway, a "friend" of mine started a bunch of bullshit with me, allie, and phil. then a few days later i go to see allie after a couple hours of sitting outside of allie's grandma's house with allie her sister jess joined us then eventually phil joined us. i had to leave for a second and i told allie and phil i'll be back and i was expecting allie and phil to come out and hang out with me but only phil came out. a couple hours after us hanging out we kissed and we've been a couple ever since. i met his kids that next weekend. we've been moving really fast but its great. i love him! in my next blog which i'll write tomorrow i'll write about everything that "friend" done to screw up my life.