angelic eyes

Sunday, November 04, 2007

wow its been awhile since i posted on here. a lot has been going on. i've been extremly busy. i'm still with phillip. i'm extremly happy about that. hes my world! i've been doing a lot of packing for the past couple of weeks. me and my dad are about to move to another town. we'll be living with my dad's gf and her daughter. we plan on moving hopefully this weekend. we'll see though. i'm not happy about living 20 minutes away from phillip but i don't have a choice. me and phillip are not ready to live together. he still lives with his parents so i wouldn't feel right living with at his house. he wants to get his own place so maybe i'll live with him soon but i don't count on it. his kids don't want me moving. they want me to stay where i live now. they'll end up liking the new house though i'm sure. they will actually be able to spend nights with me on weekends if phil wants to stay a night at my house. anyway, i'm really excited about moving. i've lived in the same place all my life so i'm ready for a move. shortly after we move i'm gonna go job hunting. i'm tired of not having a job. i want my own money and my own car. it would be nice to be able to afford to get people somethin for christmas too.

posted @ 6:17 AM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

ok so i didn't update the next day but hey its close enough! lol. anyway, on to what that friend did to screw up my life. ok first of all, we worked together when i had a job which was ok i liked taking her to and from work with me it kept me awake which is what i needed with the fact that i worked 3rd shift. anyway, one day we came home from work and ALL HER STUFF IS OUTSIDE OF HER APARTMENT IN TRASH BAGS! she lived with her "best friend", her "best friend's husband & 2 kids. well she called me and told me that she got kicked out. it was freezing so i picked her up and threw all her stuff in the car. anyway, my dad hated her but yet he didn't really know her. he kept saying she can't stay here. but she had no where else to go. how cruel my dad was acting was pissin me off so i told him we will only be here for a few more weeks cause we are getting a apartment together closer to work. but we never did that. b/c she screwed up the friendship. she was all the time going to see a friend of hers and SHE decided when I pick her up. i would go try to pick her up and she wouldn't be ready yet. she almost made me late for work 2 times. she TOLD a friend of hers that I COULD pick him up and take him to the new years party we were going to. he lives out of town so that pissed me off. she should have asked me before telling him that we could pick him up. the thing that pissed me off the most is that she kept on telling me not to date phil but yet i shouldn't listen my parents as much its my life i should do what i want to do. i should listen to her but not my parents????? I DON'T THINK SO! anyway, b/c of the fact that she didn't want me dating phil she sent him a message on myspace saying a bunch of bullshit to him. it pissed him off and it also pissed off allie (his neice and one of my good friends). so she sent me a nasty message and i had no clue what was going on so i told her that. she didn't believe me. but then june also got a message from this bitch. (june is allie's mom and phil's sister). after that i said enough is enough i have to get things straightened out with allie and june. i really didn't know phil so i didnt care if things got straightened out with him or not. so me, my dad, and my dad's gf all went to straighten things out. but a couple days later me and phil met in person and on good circumstances and we've been together ever since. and that bitch is now out of my life!

posted @ 5:33 AM

Monday, April 02, 2007

again i forgot all about this site. oopsy! lol. A LOT has happened since my last entry. i didn't get that job i wrote about in my last entry. they weren't hiring at the time. then they let go of all their temporaries. which means my dad's gf lost her job. the day she would have got that news she had a car accident that totalled her car. so she got a different car which she can't use now b/c she didn't have insurance when she had that wreck so she lost her license for 90 days which just recently started. she no longer lives next door to us she moved to another town which is an hour away and got a new job there. i didn't get to work with her but i did get a job. i worked at a factory for 2 weeks but then got fired b/c i wasn't fast enough...oh well though. i don't miss it. they were all the time moving me to different places and i didnt have enough time to get used to what i was doing before i got moved again. that was back in december so i've been without a job again. i'm going to go job hunting again this week. everytime i go into a unemployment agency to see if they have anything available i tell them i will take any shift but i think thats going to change next time i go into somewhere b/c i really want a 1st shift job now b/c...................................I GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!! yep thats the biggest news i got. i got a man now. we have been together for 2 months. he is the greatest guy. his name is phillip hes 28 and has 2 kids nicole who is 9 and johnny who is 6. i love those kids to death they are great. my dad finally got to meet the kids yesterday. i dont know what he thinks of them b/c i haven't got to talk to him yet. both of my parents like phillip and can tell that i'm really happy. my mom hasn't met phillip's kids yet but i plan on taking them to her house eventually. phillip works 1st shift at the same factory my dad works at. but we didn't meet through my dad. phillip's neice (my best friend) introduced us. actually....i was talking to her dad one night (so i thought) and phillip said this isn't mike this is phil. the next day he messaged me on myspace saying i see how u r u only talk to me when u want allie. anyway, that started a friendship and we kept flirting with each other when we talked online. i kept on thinking i shouldn't get involved with him b/c of his age and the fact that he has kids. i talked to my dad about it and he didnt want me dating him. he didn't like phil b/c he used to work with him and he didn't like him then. anyway, a "friend" of mine started a bunch of bullshit with me, allie, and phil. then a few days later i go to see allie after a couple hours of sitting outside of allie's grandma's house with allie her sister jess joined us then eventually phil joined us. i had to leave for a second and i told allie and phil i'll be back and i was expecting allie and phil to come out and hang out with me but only phil came out. a couple hours after us hanging out we kissed and we've been a couple ever since. i met his kids that next weekend. we've been moving really fast but its great. i love him! in my next blog which i'll write tomorrow i'll write about everything that "friend" done to screw up my life.

posted @ 6:53 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

wow i totally forgot about this site. for some reason today i just thought oh i can write on blogger. then i couldn't think of my screen name on here then the site was having problems but here i am many hours later writing on here :). since the last time i wrote in here i've decided not to be friends with my "best friend" of 4 years. we just grew apart and are both changing alot mainly. it happens. i've got a new best friend now. we hang out just about every day. we haven't hung out this week at all b/c shes still in high school and is gettin ready to be in a play so she has had rehearsals until 9pm then she can't go out after 9 so we haven't hung out. i've been grounded from the car also.....which brings up somethin else I GOT MY LICENSE!!!! i got it in august. anyway, i can not use the car until i get a job.....which i'm workin on. tomorrow me and my dad's gf are going to go to this one place so i can put in a application to work at the factory she works at. the problem there is i'll be working nights. i don't wanna work nights b/c thats when i like to hang out with my friends. sometimes it sucks to grow up but its gotta happen someday. i still got weekends to hang out with them if i get the job though which is good. my dad's gf said that when she put in her application for working where she works which is where i might be working she got hired the next day. i kinda hope they don't do that to me just b/c of the fact that tomorrow is thursday which means 1 day of work for the week if i get the job. it really just doesn't make much sense. i'd prefer starting monday but oh well i guess theres nothin i can do about it if they want me to start friday. so everybody keep your fingers crossed for me b/c i need this job. not just so i can use the car again but so that i can help out my dad with some bills and pay off some of my own medical bills. anyway, i hope everyone that reads this (if anyone reads it) has been doing good. i really will try to update this more often but i'm not gonna promise that i will actually update more often lol. i'm lucky to even post on myspace haha. take care everyone!

posted @ 4:55 PM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

wow i'm slacking with all my blogs lately. i guess i'm just to busy to think about writing blogs lately. that and i really don't know what to write sometimes. anyway, a lot has gone on since may 19th. its now june 12th. my best friend kristal graduated high school. i went to 4 graduation parties with her. got lost going to 2 of them but we found our way to them eventually. i didn't go to the actual graduation b/c of the gym being really hot i suffered through that enough last year. on the 9th my mom and brian left for louisiana to take brian's brother home. my mom told me to take care of sanford while she was gone so i've been doing that. me and kristal have been going on walks just about every night. we only missed 3 nights 1 was due to me not feeling good then the other 2 bad weather was the cause. back in may (i forget the date) i went to carboration day at the indianapolis motor speedway with mindy and brendon. that was fun really i was suprised i had so much fun since i was with somebody i hate so much. i got really sunburned and the sunburn just did go away recently. parts of my sunburn on my shoulder are still veiwable but its not as bad as it used to be. tonight when me and my friend kristal went for our walk we seen 2 people that are friends with my mom that i really didn't want to see. the first one told me she had just called my mom's house and my brother told her my mom wasn't there. i had sanford with me and when he seen her he got really excited and tried to run to her but he was on his leash so that didn't work. i wanted to turn the other way but i couldn't get him to go the way i wanted him to go. then after that we walked back towards my mom's house and there was a cat outside and the cat and sanford actually got along. the cat liked sanford so much he followed us. the other person that is my mom's friend seen me and yelled for me and she had no idea my mom lived so close to where she was visting. when we got back to my mom's my brother was outside and said that we sure wasn't gone long and i told him we had no choice b/c a cat was following us. just as we got into the house the cat snuck into the yard so my brother scared him off. i'm having a lot of fun taking care of sanford while my mom is gone but i really miss my mom. she hasn't called me since she has been gone and i've only called her once. i have a few things to tell her so i will probably call her sometime tomorrow. earlier i was on myspace and checked out my good friend's myspace page to see when her last login was b/c i noticed recently her last login was on the 5th and i found out she was on today. i really hope i get to talk to her soon. i miss her. she has been without the internet for a month so i hope she has the internet back now. another friend i missed a lot recently is now back online and driving me nuts b/c she keeps texting my cell. i'm runnin low on minutes so i really wish she would stop texting me. anyway, i think i'm gonna wrap this up. i plan on taking a long walk tonight so i am going to need my energy.

posted @ 9:13 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006

wow its been a long time since i've wrote in here. but thats nothing new. i seem to forget about this site a lot. i forget about my xanga a lot too. really i don't have much to write about though. nothing to special has been going on. i'm kinda dissappointed right now though. i thought i had big plans for the weekend but now i have nothing planned. i was going to go with my dad to the racetrack tomorrow but he may have to work all day tomorrow. so those plans might be cancelled. sunday i was going to go on a train with my mom, her bf, his brother, my brother, and my friend kristal. well things have changed. brian (my mom's bf) doesn't think he is going to have enough money to do that. i'm supposed to go to my mom 's for a cookout in a bit so at least i have something planned. hopefully it turns out brian has enough money to go on the train sunday and my dad doesn't have to work. anyway, i'm gonna wrap up this blog and call my mom to see if she is home yet. i'll try to write in here more often.

posted @ 11:17 AM

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

1.Song that always makes you sad? quite a few
2. Last thing you bought? don't remember
3. Last person you argued with? my dad i think
4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on? don't matter
5. One of your stuffed animals names as a kid? i don't think i named them when i was little
6. Did you ever own at one time a Barenaked Ladies Cd? not that i recall
7. Favorite day of the week? friday
8. Favorite Sundae topping? never get them
9. Did you take Piano lessons? no
10. Most frequently song played on your MEDIA PLAYER OF CHOICE? don't know
11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy? i'm proud of all my shows none are a secret
12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey? basketball....i hate hockey
13. Date someone older or younger? don't matter really but i prefer older
14. One place you could travel right now? anywhere
15. Do you use umbrellas? not usually
16. Do you know all the words to the canadian national anthem? why would i?
17. Favorite Cheese? does cheeseball count? oh well if not thats my answer
18. The Smiths or the Cure? never heard of either one
19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes (guys too)? don't matter
20. Best job you ever had? the only job i've ever had....professional lazyass
21. Did you go to your highschool prom? senior prom heck yeah
22. Perfect time to wake up at? whenever
24. Do you use your queen right away in chess? i don't even know how to play chess
25. Have you been in a car accident? only a small one
26. Closer to mom or dad...or neither? mom
27. What age is this exciting life over for you? i don't know
28. What decade during the 1900's would you have chosen to be? 90's
29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned? lol just b/c i'm a girl doesn't mean i'm a shoe lover
30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were a kid? a dress i got from france when i was a baby...my grandma got it for me
31. Were you in track and field? haha noway
32. Were you ever in a school talent show? nope
33. Have you ever written in a library book? probaby when i was really little
34. What are you allergic to? ntohin that i know of
35. Favorite fruit(s)? orange
36. Have you watched Sex and the City? lol i am now
37. Baseball hat or touqe? wtf is a touqe????
38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap? soap
39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste? wet
40. Pen or pencil? pencils...i make a lot of mistakes
41. Have you ever gambled at a casino? no...i'm only 20...maybe when i'm 21 :)
42. Have you thrown up on a plane? never flown on a plane...never will
43. Have you ever thrown up in a car? not that i recall
44. Have you thrown up at work? well since i'm a professional lazyass i "work" at home so yeah definetly
45. Do you scream on rollercoasters? i think i have a few times

posted @ 11:00 PM

i'm so happy right now. i got a suprise earlier. my friend kristal came to see me. i was happy to see her. she showed me pics of her prom. she had a very pretty blue dress. she kept on telling me waaaaaay before prom her dress is going to be a bright green. i thought yuck when she told me that so i'm happy with her choice of color this time. she was talking about prom. she really opened up to me. i feel so special :). she told me about her crush. its the first time she has felt this way about a guy. i'm the first person she told. she couldn't stop talking about him either. she said sorry if i seem self centered but i've not told anybody about this and it feels good to finally be able to talk to somebody. i was happy to listen i mean thats what friends are for. she listens to all my problems so i'm glad i could help. i told her she needs to tell this guy how she feels but she is scared to b/c she doesn't want to scare him off. i've known that guy most of his life and i've known kristal for 4 years. that guy is to sweet to push her off like she is afraid he will do. he has a great personality too. kristal got a pic tooken with him at prom and they really make a cute couple. i would be so happy if they got together. i was best friends with that guys sister for most of our lives. once we got into junior high we drifted apart. which is fine b/c we became friends again in high school but then i ended up being kinda happy we drifted aparted for so long. she was really bitchy. i set with her at lunch b/c i knew her and the guys she sat with really well we were all friends at one time. but the more i think about it the more i realize maybe she didn't like me much once we got into high school b/c she began dating my ex. it was really weird sitting with them at lunch but this other guy my ex bf's best friend liked me and wanted me to set with them so i did. i didn't like the guy in the same way he liked me and i still don't and i think he still likes me. oh well though. anyway, kristal is going to burn a cd for me and bring it to me tomorrow. she has a half day tomorrow. so i have to make sure i listen for a knock on the door when i'm in my room i rarely hear the door but i can't miss her car though its so loud lol. anyway, i think i'm gonna wrap up this blog. i was gonna do another survey but i will wait since i wrote a actual blog.

posted @ 7:30 PM